ho ho ho merry christmas and have a happy new year :D

*sigh* oops.. late postage!! i should really update my blog more.. maybe when i go to japan i will update when i'm bored since taka's bringin his laptop :D haha that's just kinda sad though T_T will try to avoid logging onto msn!! woo so excited about the trip!! will see my parents and brother and wife to be in 10 days!! OMG!!! BUTT, the flight is so freaking long that's the only part that sucks.. *sigh* 13 hours of just sitting.. but maybe there will be some 'bonding' right taka? :P so excited to see Sujin too!!! will miss everybody here and christmas though :( it definately won't be the same over there ><
*yawn* work at nighttime is boring.. it's so quiet and i still got 1.5 hours to go.. oh well.. atleast i get a taxi ride home and don't have to walk in the cold!!! oi.. only 8 more days of work to go.. i really need to find a new job.. i still don't know why i'm here.. and where did 2005 go? did i really work ALL of 2005?? what a waste of time :x
2006 is coming.. time to seriously think of some new years resolutions that i will keep.. i just sat and dawdled all of 2005 away and have really nothing to show for it.. need to start putting my priorities in line and figure out what i'm doing with myself.. cuz i'm not content at all.. i'm just getting by.. which is not what a university grad should be doing.. right? i gotta start applying myself.. ugh.. and stop being so lazy and pudgy and chubby and be more proactive and and and!!!!!
i read a while ago.. that introverts stay introverts.. wish i could be a lil more outspoken but i guess there's just too much going on in my head (obviously..).. i wonder if you can change that? but then again, i'm glad i'm me rather than some oblivious extrovert ><
oi.. random thoughts.. and i'm hungry.. i guess i will wait until i get home to eat something and then just sleep..
hmm i'm bored.. 1 hour and 18 min to go.. and still sitting at this desk.. maybe i should buy something for myself with this overtime pay.. hmm.. hah yah right.. blah.. hmm.. what to buy for secret santa.. hmm... guess i gotta go shopping on wednesday :) maybe get my eyes checked at the same time.. hmm must think of something to get for sujie too.. hmm... why is it so hard to shop for people?! oi..
anyways, guess i will stare at the screen for another hour..
bai!