and a month later..

wow.. i can't believe it's been so long since my first year @ uni.. it's hard to believe.. everything on campus was the same.. except for the construction and new entrance (!!!) and nicely paved main street west.. no frills is now fortino's.. swiss is gone and boston pizza is here.. things change.. and things stay the same.. all the reps thought i was the one moving into rez for 1st year.. if they only knew..
after being on a uni campus.. haven't been on one in a long time.. i want to go back.. all the people.. omg LEARNING?! haha.. i still live the student life ANYWAYS so it wouldn't be *that* big of a change for me.. yes i have some monies in my bank account (probably more than I've ever had at one time but still so little).. i wonder what it'd be like to go back.. i guess i will be applying to schools for fall 2oo6 (shoulda made it 2oo5 after being asked at work if i'm going back to school and feeling like an idiot for not knowing what i'm doing.. *sigh*).. so many things that i want out of life.. i just gotta go out and get it (well first have to figure out what it is i really want to do with myself.. time is of the essence right?)
sadly.. the world is run by money.. and there are so many material things i want.. and with the job that i have now (not sure how much longer this job will last T_T) i can't afford any of it. i'm still so cheap yet i still can't save enough money.. maybe i will have enough for my plane ticket to japan.. but what of all the things i want to buy?! ugh.. things definately have to change.. i'm stuck in a rut watching the world go round and round and everything is just passing me by..
i have to get my priorities in order.. i need to reconnect with some people and just disconnect from others.. gotta get my head straight and just do it!