boredumb!

hahahahahaha.. how do i look like these people?! and WHO are they?! T_T

o7.29~3o.o6 - emily prov park camping!!

went camping again this past weekend :D we managed to find emily prov park eventually w/ the help of the gps!! (stupid mapquest!!) and we all raced to set up our tents before the rain.. which most of us managed to do.. but a few of us ended up standing in the rain trying to set up the dining tent which was successful! yah it looked shaky but it stood up to the pouring rain :D



mm bailey's and marshmallows really is good though :D



here's the rest of the photos.. didn't take many:



http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2103562674

cuba 2oo6

o5.12.o6 ~ o5.19.o6
cuba was great.. the people are wonderful.. the ocean/beach is beautiful.. blau was awesome.. and now we're back to rainy cold weather in canada.. and tomorrow.. it's back to work.. boo

ddr mario style!

i don't even own a gamecube, but taka does and so does rudy.. so i bought this game cuz well when i finally decided i wanted to buy it, it was sold out everywhere.. and then they finally rereleased it and i went to the toys r us in st. cath (there was a whole pyramid of them there..) and didn't really think twice about it and picked one up :D

finally had a chance to play it w/ my family.. of course taka rocks.. and well.. i suck (" ._.) and well it's just hilarious watching my parents do it.. we all end up a lil sweaty.. it's a sweet game though :D i recommend anybody who has a gamecube to buy it!! it has like 5 different difficulty levels so really anybody can play :D and of course how can you resist the good old mario tunes?! from dr. mario to the original super mario brothers - you actually get to run and jump onto the flag pole!! aww i miss mario! it'd be a lot better if they added more characters.. not just mario/luigi.. gotta get me another ddr pad ^^

how funny...

okay.. as of september i will be leaving my work no matter what!!! hrm.. but will i be moving closer to toronto or back to niagara? hrm.. i wonder how i'd handle moving back home ^^ when i think about how much monies i've "wasted" on rent.. it's really depressing.. i could've helped my parents buy their cars :\ or atleast *helped*.. but noo.. i had to be selfish and think only of myself.. my parents are great.. they don't say anything and just let me do what i want.. *sigh* i gotta start deserving them..

u know wats funny.. i always take a transfer from the bus driver no matter what.. he always offers it to me and i feel bad not taking it from him.. haha.. i never use it but how can i turn something like that down?! i think bus drivers are so cute.. they always wave to eachother.. and their seat is springy.. i wonder if they get motion sickness?? see how interesting bus rides to and from work can be?! -_- geez.. i've been taking sauga transit for like.. a year and a half :o only ~5 more months to go!!! :D

i can't stop listening to james blunt (you're beautiful) and ne-yo (so sick) and mary j blige (be w/o you) and ashlee simpson (l.o.v.e.) and kelly clarkson (because of you).. why is it that i always listen to sad break up songs? dunno why.. but i love 'em :P

2oo6...

well.. 2oo6 already.. *sigh*.. where does the time go?? i wish i knew what i was doing.. i guess this whole process has taught me that.. u can't give 5o% and expect to be taken seriously.. u gotta give 11o%.. funny thing is.. i usually give 1oo% in anything i do.. but.. when it takes to making a proper commitment.. i just don't think i can.. my heart's not in it i guess.. how can you give 1oo% in something you're not sure you want?? rudie says it's like relationships.. but.. i guess the "rest of my life" feels a lot heavier career wise.. i just don't know what to do with myself.. i wish i could afford more.. better.. not have my parents think so little of me (and belittle me infront of others.. :\).. i don't really know what to do nemore.. i should find a new job.. but i don't know what i'm capable of nemore.. not that i ever did.. it's amazing to think that i've come this far not knowing what i'm doing.. and i guess this is where i have to figure that out.. oi.. i'm starting to feel like i'm losing myself.. who am i really? i don't think i can be this shy reserved girl nemore.. i have to start being a grown up.. haha.. sounds so funny.. freaking i'm going to be.. 25 this year.. and i still think of myself as a kid - even though i'm living on my own and blah blah.. weird how you take things for granted.. i mean i have accomplished a lot right.. its just a matter of moving on from here.. blah!!!!

ho ho ho merry christmas and have a happy new year :D